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Body & Mind
04:04
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No control over my body or mind. I'd give anything to be able to say goodbye. I feel denial. I fear acceptance. I shake and shiver as my knees collapse. Introduced to this new feeling of uncertainty. Perplexed by someone that I love being taken from me.
I will never cope with this. This isn't how it was supposed to be. These wounds may heal but they will never close up. This will never make sense to me.
I've lost control over my body and mind.
Rock bottom feels so familiar. I'm on my hands and knees like the failure that I am in my own eyes. Locked up inside my mind. Rock bottom's where it all starts to collapse. Locked up inside my head by visions of my past. Your future grave is all I see. What will it take to get me off my knees?
I will never know compassion and loyalty like yours again.
I've lost control over my body and mind. I've lost control.
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Forgive
04:09
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Becoming numb to this now. Telling myself I feel no pain. Getting by in this fucking world by telling myself it's a beautiful place. I see where I've been and I want to hate. I tell myself I love but I feel nothing. Nothing.
Please forgive me if I don't see this as beautiful.
Please forgive me if I don't think death is beautiful.
Please forgive me.
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Carry You
03:27
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I don't think I'm getting better at all. I was so sure it would have happened by now. I was a fool to even let myself think the weight of losing you would somehow lighten.
I don't have to watch the sun set for it to fall. It falls alone. I have no control.
In my darkest days. In my times of trial. In my actions, my words, my thoughts. In my time of sleep, a nightmare or dream, I'll carry you with me.
I'll carry you with me.
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Cooper // Lukas // Taylor // Christian
Nashville, TN // Since 2011
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